June 16, 2010

This song totally speaks my mind :)


You know I love music
And every time I hear something hot
It makes me wanna move
It makes me wanna have fun
But it’s something about this joint right here
This joint right here
Its makes me wanna…..Woooh

Let it go……
Can’t let this thing called love get away from you
Feel free right now, going do what you want to do
Can’t let nobody take it away, from you, from me, from we
No time for moping around, are you kidding?
And no time for negative vibes, cause I’m winning
It’s been a long week, I put in my hardest
Gonna live my life, feels so good to get it right

So I like what I see when I’m looking at me
When I’m walking past the mirror
No stress through the night, at a time in my life
Ain’t worried about if you feel it
Got my head on straight, I got my mind right
I aint gonna let you kill it
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just…..

Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just fine

Feels so good, when you’re doing all the things that you want to do
Get the best out of life, treat yourself to something new
Keep your head up high
In yourself, believe in you, believe in me
Having a really good time, I’m not complaining
And I’m a still wear a smile if it raining
I got to enjoy myself regardless
I appreciate life, I’m so glad I got mine
So I like what I see when I’m looking at me

When I’m walking past the mirror
Aint worried about you and what you gonna do
I’m a lady so I must stay classy
Got to keep it hot, keep it together
If I want to get better
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just…..
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
You see I won’t change my life, my life’s just fine

I aint gon’ let nothing get in my way
(I ain't gone let nobody bring me down, no, no, no)
No matter what nobody has to say
(No way, no way, no way)
I ain’t gon’ let nothing get in my way
No matter what nobody has to say

Feels so good, when you’re doing all the things that you want to do
Get the best out of life, treat yourself to something new
It’s a really good thing to say
That I won’t change my life, my life’s just fine

Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
You see I won’t change my life, my life’s just fine

So I like what I see when I’m looking at me
When I’m walking past the mirror
No stress through the night, at a time in my life
Ain’t worried about if you feel it
Got my head on straight, I got my mind right
I ain’t gonna let you kill it
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just…..

Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just fine

posted by dreamz @ 11:55 AM 0 Comments

June 14, 2010

The Someone up there has been really kind to me this year.

A year ago, when i approached my prof to be my thesis supervisor, he told me not to get my hopes up on a first class. I was told that only one student received a first class for the previous year. I have a good CAP, but the department doesnt give out the necessary A- for thesis easily. I should aim for a second upper, and first class would be a bonus. And i thought to myself, why cant i be the one who get first class? I was determined for a first class honors, and that's what im gonna receive on my degree scroll on 12july :)

I applied for the masters program, but i was rejected on grounds of lack of work experience. A prof told me it may be a blessing in disguise, because she has seen many first class students who couldnt "fit in" the masters program, as compared to others who are older and wiser, and who have accumulated useful experiences in life. 1-2 years of job experience in related field would be good, and i was very blessed to be offered a job as a psychologist in a highly reputable institute in Singapore. Nowadays, it is really difficult to get a position as a psychologist without Masters, and you need relevant work experience to increase your value in applying for a place in highly competitive clinical masters programs. This job would be a good stepping stone for me to further pursue my dream in clinical psychology, and I feel really fortunate to have this opportunity.

My relationship hasnt been exactly smooth since the start of last year. Too much drama and uncertainty, and it has changed my views about love. I became emo, bitter and cynical. I was totally weak and dependent last year and i resented losing myself in this relationship. However, the separation that happened this year has resulted in a positive change in me. I see things in a different light, and i've matured and grown. I've become more independent and i'm not going to be taken for granted. Not everything is my fault, and im gonna stand for my rights. Fortunately, things have improved between us, and i hope it stay this way.

I've been dancing almost every weeknights. It's burning a big hole in my pocket, but it's all worth it. It makes me happy, and it helped tide me through the toughest period of my relationship. It makes me realize there's more to life than a stupid guy, and it helps me bond with old/new friends.

I have everything i want in my life right now - love, work, dance, family and friends. It's perfect. And i aint gonna let anything, or anyone, ruin it for me :)

posted by dreamz @ 4:10 PM 0 Comments