Candy Floss Dreamz

I have been in US for a week already...is it fast? i dont know. It seems like time is creeping by slowly, yet it also seems like i just arrived yesterday. Anyhow, i hope this will be a fulfilling trip. And it's only now that i realize how much my family, jiang and friends mean to me.

I was thinking and thinking and i discovered i've taken a lot of things for granted. Even when im home, im either in my room doing my own work or i'd be online. How often do i actually sit down and talk to my parents and spend time with them? I made an effort to visit my grandparents at least once a week, but when i get there, im always watching tv, do i really talk to them and show concern for them? No. I dont really interact much with them when im in Singapore, then now im crying about missing them! I have been taking their presence for granted, and i do enjoy the feeling of knowing they are just around me, but have i shown it? No i didnt.

So when i go back to Singapore, im gonna let them know how much i appreciate them and how my miserable my life would be without them, like now.

Does missing home terribly mean that im not independent and cant survive on my own?

Labels: hear me whine

posted by dreamz @ 9:12 AM