Candy Floss Dreamz

Tonight is my big night! Yesterday's concert went well, but tonight is the one that really matters to me because jiang and frens will be there! I really really cant screw up and im so super nervous my hands are cold and trembling as im typing now.

I have this little secret. Sometimes when i watch people dance, especially in concerts or competitions, i will feel like crying and sometimes i do. I dont know why i feel this way, maybe im touched. And i will be thinking...i wish i could do that, if only im the one on stage.

Yesterday while watching the run for xiao's item, i cried. The music and story was so sad. And i think i kinda teared a little when i watched ahmad's can't let go part of the item. Just now when im watching videos of my items during vetting, i felt like crying again. Perhaps of joy this time round. Im finally the one on stage!

All the efforts and sacrifices, just for this one night to showcase my passion to my boyfriend and friends. Im gonna be at my best!

posted by dreamz @ 10:34 AM