Candy Floss Dreamz

I screwed up the audition very badly. I got the steps most of the time, but it was messy and not sharp and not complete. I could feel it as i danced, that i totally suck big time and no one could make out my steps. I was so angry at myself. I got it right when i was practising - clear steps, on the beat, the right feel, but when i had to dance in front of the judges, i got so nervous i couldnt focus on the music and thus rushed through the steps. And when i rushed through steps, my steps would be extremely messy and incomplete. Argh! How the hell can i screw up something i wanted so damn badly!

Watched Step Up 2 the streets after the audition. I thought it would demoralize me further, but instead, it inspires me. But well, which dance movie doesnt inspire anyway. I really liked the show, the street moves were really cool. And the music in the movie really made me want to stand up and dance! Oh gosh, the dancers and the moves were really hot hot hot! I want to krump and shake like the lead actress!

Labels: dance

posted by dreamz @ 12:00 AM