i love my primary school pals. After so many years, i realised they are the only ones i can really depend on. I dont forge close friendships with people usually. I've made a few friends whom i was close to for a short while, after which we either become strangers or those hi-bye kind of friends. Im a passive person, so unless people ask me out, i seldom take the initiatives to. Neither am i the kind who is very outgoing and can be good friends with just anyone. There are so many people that i can talk to when i see them, but ended up not knowing how to talk to them when i see them online.That's why we always lost contact after we graduate or dont see each other around anymore. It's really a pity that i let go of friendships so easily, that i dont know how to hold them on forever and lost so many people who could have become my soulmates.
That's why i treasure my pals now. We've known each other for almost a decade. Even though i seldom hang out with them or talk to them, somehow i still feel close to them. I just feel so comfortable being myself when i'm with them, i dont feel stressed trying to think of a topic to talk about so that there wouldnt be any awkward silence between us. I dont feel weird not talking with the person beside me if the person is someone im really close to, like jianglei, like my pals. We can talk about everything, not just superficial stuff like what's in fashion and what's not etc. We know each other's family, we used to have crazy times at each other's houses, and we even used to quarel and have cold wars with each other(though i have to admit, it was quite immature of us last time but it's ok, we've gotten over it long ago). Despite not having time to meet up, our friendships never fade.
I dont need many friends. All i ask for is a few true ones, and i think i've found them :D
posted by dreamz @ 7:42 PM
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