Candy Floss Dreamz

Im starting to hate tekong. To think that i actually thought that it's a damn cool thing to be in the army just a few days back! Now i think it sucks. It snatched my boyfriend away from me, and the only time i hear from him is at night. As if this isnt bad enough, it actually made my boyfriend get hurt barely a week inside. What's up with safety? Now im feeling miserable and lonely, all because of the stupid thing called National Service. It's the first time we are not spending our 12th together, and you can bet that it's not the last. It's also the first time that i feel depressed and jianglei cant be there for me at all. I guess i have been too dependent on him for the past 21 mths.*sighz* So now it's back to being independent me and learn how to be my own emotional support.

posted by dreamz @ 11:29 AM