Candy Floss Dreamz

im dyyying to go on exchange next year! Read so many blogs of friends having a fantastic time on exchange, when would be my turn!!! It seems so far away for me...i havent even submitted my application to UC Berkeley yet! I really really really pray that the school would accept me and i really cant wait to go next year! And i think going on an exchange would be good for me and Jiang too cos that means i cant get angry at him for being so busy with exams and all and that would create less conflict between us. yes, i know im so unreasonable but i cant help but feel angry when i miss him even though i perfectly understand that he has to study for his never ending exams. but when i start getting into a bad mood it makes things worse. and we hardly go out nowadays so going on exchange wouldnt make much of a difference. and it would be great for him cos his demanding girlfriend wouldnt be able to take up any of his time so he can concentrate on his studies. im whining again as if the world revolves around me. oh well.

posted by dreamz @ 8:18 AM